I've tagged you!

Oh, do you know what you got into?

Can you handle what I'm 'bout to do?

Cause it's about to get rough for you.

I'm here for your entertainment.

TAG TIME.

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Ten things about me
1. I've loved and lost in the most literal sense.
2. When I was little I had perfect eyesight, but pretended to have bad sight so I could get glasses, 'cause I thought they were cool. I blame this on Arthur, Chucky Finster, and several other childhood cartoon characters. xD
3. When I started school I couldn't read, so they had to put me in a special reading class to teach me, kids use to make fun of me about it, but when I finished I was able to read circles around them, but I never made fun of them for stumbling over words.
4. There are several occassions in my life where... frankly I wouldn't be here anymore if not for sheer luck.
5. I never let anyone push me around for very long, I do my best to turn the other cheek, but I can only be mocked so long before I start swinging.
6. I have one fear and that's to lose my identity, who I am. My memories, my self, my heart... I don't ever want to forget a face.
7. I'm constantly asked if I'm depressed by doctors and psychiatrists, and I tell them I'm not, because, though I might not look or act like it... I'm happy and I'm grateful, I guess I'm too much of an optimist to really be pulled down for long.
8. I still have dreams about my grandfather working in his garden, or cheering in the stands for the Rangers... and I miss him dearly.
9. I really don't have an opinion about my looks, I sort of assume I'm goodlooking... but no one has ever told me so... though once someone called me ugly and worthless, I was 16 at the time, and it was quite painful, but I didn't believe what they said.
10. I want... to be appreciated by someone... anyone for all that I do. I'm constantly giving to others and refusing to take handouts, I do my best to listen without burdening others with my problems. Everyone comes to me for advice, but all I get from people is grief.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
10. Just try to see things my way for once...
9. Why did you have to die... leaving me heartbroken and ruined?
8. I don't hate you, I'm just afraid of saying the wrong thing.
7. I'm genuine, I'm good, I'm kind, I'm loving, so why are you so afraid of me?
6. I'll probably never see you again, or even speak to you, but I want you to know, you were an important friend to me, and I miss you.
5. I've never lied to you, but you treat me as if I have.
4. Everytime I visit you I can't help but talk about pointless things, I hope you liked the flowers I left for you, they came from your garden, I'm sorry I wasn't able to be at your funeral.
3. I'm your friend, and you can always count on me to be there for you, but sometimes, I need you to be there for me, too.
2. You probably mean more to me than you'll ever know, but I'm not really sure how to tell you.
1. You probably think I'm weird, maybe creepy, but... just try to get to know me, you might be surprised what kind of person I really am.

EIGHT ways to win your <3

1. Know how to laugh, not everything is so serious.
2. Be honest with me and be yourself, you may have already impressed me.
3. Express yourself to me, I want to listen!
4. Don't be afraid to be held, I'm hugging you 'cause I care.
5. Know how to have fun, but also know how to just relax and hangout.


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. I'm starting to feel heartless.
2. I want to be left alone.
3. ...But I don't want to be alone.
4. I'm going to do my best to make someone smile...
5. I feel so lost.
6. I need help...
7. But I'm afraid to admit it...

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:

1. Nicole
2. Tyce
3. Dad
4. Jeph
5. ...


FIVE songs that you listen to often lately:

1. Rave On by Buddy Holly
2. Such Great Heights by Postal Service
3. Heads Will Roll by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
4. Good Ol' Fashion Nightmare by Matt and Kim
5. Untrust Us by Crystal Castles

Tags!!
Let's assume if you're reading this I've tagged you. xD
I'm lazy.